Rebels & Mutineers is set in modern day New Orleans, Louisiana. R&M is fueled by player's plots and group input.
Supernatural people have always had their place in society, hidden in plain sight or locked away for their own protection. New Orleans, a haven for the strange and mysterious and a magnet for the supernatural.
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Post by Alexander Barnaby Hughes on Feb 27, 2019 14:41:28 GMT
THERE IS A THIN LINE
between what is good and what is evil
I will tiptoe down that line but I will feel unstable
Reflection and trying to figure out exactly what he was doing with himself didn't come easy. On the outside, Alex seemed to have his life figured out; a clear cut career path, a place of his own to call home, granted no partner to share life with, but for now, he was happy with that. What he wanted to really figure out is where her belonged; having internalised conflicts of interest where he stood on the LGBT rights fight messed with him big time. Some days he would be completely for everyone being whoever they want, slapping on as much make up as possible and watching drag shows, other days he would be disgusted by it and would be asking himself 'why can't people just look normal?'. His views never escaped his head; he never told anyone about the battle on the inside he was having with his internalised homophobic, he never actually said anything to anyone and confronted them if they were beating their face with some brush. Had he been conditioned by his foster family to think that men shouldn't wear make up and should be a stereotypical masculine man? Was he passing up on some great opportunities to be with some great people, based on the fact that they were camp? Of course he was. He wouldn't ever admit it to himself though, he just simply never found them attractive.
Enough of that. He pulled himself together and away from his thoughts as he remembered he had a hot dog in his hand going cold. Falling into his thoughts was the bane of his life when there was nothing else going on around him; he would find himself completely lost and in an almost trance like state just thinking, staring at one fixed spot. It was a miracle that someone hadn't mugged him or tried to get him sectioned for being a mad man just sat in one spot for a prolonged period of time, fixated on one spot. Extra jumbo hot dog with mustard, ketchup, fried onion and a sprinkling of mushroom. Absolute perfection. Sure, the weather was warm, but it baffled him that people were beginning to appear in t shirts without a hoodie; Alex was wrapped up in a hoodie and a pair of joggers with his favourite pair of nike trainers. He had every intention of going for a run around the park then going to the gym, but instead he found himself sat down with a hot dog.
Procrastination was probably the worst of Alex's traits. When he's not on the clock, the longer he can put things to one side, the longer it will stay that way until it's last minute and he has to rush through everything. The idea of putting weight on and losing the body he has worked so long and so hard to achieve terrified him, but not as much as the idea of actually getting off his bum and doing something to maintain it. Perhaps he needed to accept he's a lazy man in a fit man's body; his calorie intake definitely reflected it, and his bank statement would definitely confirm it with regular orders to the local fast food joints in town.
At least it wasn't raining, right? Being sat on the bench in the park at least gave him some much needed fresh air and time to think about what he wanted to achieve and make a ten year plan, even if he wasn't getting anywhere with it. Being back in New Orleans made him feel like he was back home in one sense, but a total stranger to the area; there weren't any familiar faces running around, it was almost like he had thrown himself into a whole new world, yet he knew his way around this stranger of a town. It really was time to sink or swim.
He sighed after taking the last bite of his hot dog and placed the flimsy paper napkin in his pocket with the full intention of moving at some point to put it in the trash, and took in a good view of his surroundings. He could let the hot dog sit and digest, then go for a run, it wasn't like the park was too busy. Deep down, he was hoping something would give him a reason not to have to push himself off for that dreaded run.
Post by Gaspard J. Charbonneau on Mar 24, 2019 23:34:54 GMT
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tw: major social anxiety
If you knew Gaspard, you knew that Gaspard was generally very nonconfrontational. Under regular circumstances, the young man would do just about anything to avoid social interaction with anyone other than his siblings. This, however, was a day void of regular circumstances.
Will was entirely to blame. Gaspard didn't quite understand his brother's obsession with his social life, but the lack thereof was evidently unacceptable. And while Gaspard usually carried a maturity that surpassed his age by at least ten years, a simple "No balls-- you won't" worked wonders on his competitive nature.
The challenge was simple-- Gaspard was to have a conversation with someone he didn't know for at least ten minutes. If he was asked to depart in any way, or if he was ignored, he lost. If he was walked away from, he lost.
And if he was forced to endure ten minutes of conversational interaction with a stranger... well... there was no winning for him here.
But if he spent the next year hearing that he did, in fact, have no balls, he had the biggest loss of them all.
So there he was, walking the streets of NOLA with a homemade smoothie in hand. He'd planned it all out-- carrying the drink in his hand would give him something to focus on. It would give him somewhere to put his eyes. It would give him something to talk about. It would facilitate the interaction that he was dreading as his heart pounded with each step he took.
It wasn't long before the most obvious target presented itself. The man was sitting in the park with food in hand. He began to approach the stranger, his body filled with awkward tension. Upon further investigation, he came to learn that the man had actually finished his food, causing even more anxiety to bubble from his stomach like spoiled milk. It was too late to turn away, so he sucked it up and stood by the park bench.
"Hello," he greeted, the smallest hint of French lacing his accent. "I've, uh--"
He was sweating. His throat felt tight. Why was he doing this?
No balls. Right.
"I've come to converse," he admitted, having no plans to mislead anyone into an ingenuine exchange. "I haven't come up with a topic yet-- but I've read that conversations can be more successful if the other person is interested. So... if there's anything you need to talk about, if you want. Or... we could not. I could leave you alone. Oh, my name's Gaspard. I didn't choose it."
Post by Alexander Barnaby Hughes on Apr 11, 2019 15:14:52 GMT
THERE IS A THIN LINE
between what is good and what is evil
I will tiptoe down that line but I will feel unstable
Finally. Something to give him a reason not to go for his run. There was an actual viable excuse not to move from the bench for a while and it seemed like it might take up a bit of time until....Oh hell no. Alex wasn't about to be someone's therapy tool. If he could internally roll his eyes, he would. Wait. What was this horrific thought he was having? He's not that person, he's always pushed himself to be nice to others and never to judge anyone. A mental slap later and those thoughts were gone. "Yeah, hey" He replied with what he thought was a warm smile. He wasn't about to turn the guy away, not now he had come back to himself. If he needed a break he could always just slow down time for a few minutes. "Name's Alex," He replied just before the man in front of him went off on a ramble about talking and discussion.
Was this guy okay? "We can talk mate, it's never a bad thing meeting new people. Where's the accent from?" Trying to make conversation was probably one of Alex's favourite things to do, especially when it was directed away from himself and the focus was on someone else or...well...anything else really. "Gaspard, huh? It's a solid name though, definitely not one anyone would forget easily," This guy sounded like he didn't have much, if any, self confidence; something which made Alex feel for people. If they had no self confidence or seemed to come off awkwardly, he always just wanted to hug them and tell them they're a great person and shower them in compliments. One of his biggest problems was being too nice for his own good, and he knew it, but it didn't mean anything was going to change.
Managing to get the confidence to go talk to a complete stranger took a lot of balls in Alex's opinion, it was something he dreaded doing out of a work situation and it was definitely something he wouldn't feel comfortable doing, he had to take his metaphorical hat off to this Gaspard guy, but he wasn't entirely sure what he was going to talk about after he got the pleasantries out of the way. In some feeble attempt to make himself seem more open, he pulled his body around and turned it towards Gaspard a bit. Luckily for Alex he didn't get uncomfortable easily, things could have gone so differently and he would have gone for and the impromptu run that he had been putting off. "Nice day out, huh? What's that you're drinking? Looks good," He came out with quickly in an attempt to get some sort of conversation flowing.
Wait, was this guy full on sweating? Was that sweat on his forehead? It wasn't warm enough for sweat from a little walk. Maybe he had just wrapped up too much and was feeling too warm underneath, but surely not. Maybe he was unwell. Something dropped in Alex's stomach; he was off duty, he did not need, nor did he want to be dealing with anything medical today.
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well I'm not sure how you're meant to reply to this but good luck