Rebels & Mutineers is set in modern day New Orleans, Louisiana. R&M is fueled by player's plots and group input.
Supernatural people have always had their place in society, hidden in plain sight or locked away for their own protection. New Orleans, a haven for the strange and mysterious and a magnet for the supernatural.
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05.11.19
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I've seen 'em carry family and the steel drum weight of me.
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Post by Euphemia Louise Morgan on Jan 6, 2019 6:54:51 GMT
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taking my time, let the world turn
“I could never possibly see Jae as too comfortable," she chuckled.Eppie had missed so much growing up disconnected from others like her. The chance to have a place made up of just people like her, where they weren’t locked down behind barbed wire, would have been invaluable to the reserved girl she had been. As such it was certainly priceless to her as a woman, who was now content to just hear about everything Ash had done in his life. She could sustain herself on stories of his life alone. Listening to him, she shook her head when he asked if she had heard this particular story again, and she turned even more towards him. He had her complete focus, and she was already smiling when he had barely begun. The thought of young Jae being determined to go trick-or-treating was enough to lift her spirits for the day; everything else was just gravy.
The punchline of the story dawned on her fairly early, and she tucked her lips between her teeth to keep from laughing out loud too early. She would have claimed that she couldn’t believe Ash had done that for Jae, but that certainly wasn’t true. Ash would have moved heaven and earth for that kid; walking around on all fours for a night wouldn’t have been out of the question. She was determined not to let the laughter or warmth in her heart get out before he finished the story on his own time. By the time Ash was talking about wearing a dog-collar, however, she was letting out small giggles, hand over her mouth. By the time it was over, she had dissolved into a fit of laughter. Calming down, she drew in a breath and grinned. “If you have any pictures of that night, I would love to see them sometime. That’s just too adorable, Ash.”
That was part of his appeal, she knew. For all she knew of him, he should have been stone-cold and closed off from the world. He should have retreated into his Fortress of Solitude and bit every hand that came close, but he hadn’t. He had took all that rage and fear she had felt in his memory and forged them into the bricks of Phalanx. He had carved a space of light and love out of what should have been bottomless darkness. Every story of his kindness and warmth made her want to be a better person, someone he could really gravitate to. She wanted to be the person he told all those stories to, and going forward, she wanted to be a part of them.
Still riding on the smile from his story, she laid her head back against the headrest. “If it makes you feel better, Ash, I wouldn’t be here right now if I disagreed with anything that has happened between us.” She would have ran out of more than his office than night if his touch hadn’t been welcome. She had stayed, though, because as unexpected as it had been, that moment of intimacy was a little spark.
Her face mimicked his, splitting into a grin. His happiness was pretty damn contagious. “Nineteen? I can’t imagine a teenage Carver. Was he just as insufferable then too?” she asked, her grin maintaining itself. She definitely had her money on yes, but Carver was open with his story. The two would have met in Monroeville, for better or worse.
She dropped her gaze when he looked back over at her, but she watched him from through her lashes. “I’m sure I’m not the only one who looks at you like...this, I guess.” She was floundering a bit for words, because all she really wanted to do was melt under his gaze. It had definitely been easier when she believed it was all in her head, but she was definitely happier to know it hadn’t been. She reached across the space between them, gently putting her hand on his arm. “I’m glad you’re fine with that, though, because I meant what I said in the living room. I’m not going anywhere, and I don’t exactly intend to stop looking at you.” He hung the moon, and until she had the courage to tell him that verbally, she would communicate it any way she could.
Her cheeks burned bright against the seat, but her hand fell away from his arm as they found a parking space in the crowded lot. It was definitely going to be a time getting presents, between the crowd of people and the crowd of thoughts in her head. For once, though, she wasn’t trying to backtrack them. They had begun a first step on what was guaranteed to be a journey, and she was not opposed to it.
Her skin still warm from his touch, she smiled and nodded. “I’ve got plenty of elbows and hip-checks planned,” she assured him as she unbuckled and readied to disembark.
Jae was too comfortable in the house. Jae, Carver, everyone who drove him up a wall and claimed that it was out of love. Well, mostly love where Carver was concerned. Ash knew that he would have some bruises for the rest of his life from the beat downs they used to give each other at Monroeville. Even with all of that, he cared for both of them so deeply it transcended all logic and reason. They were part of his pack and he would fight to the death for both of them. Hell, there were a few fights with Carver that he thought would be to the death. The first when they met, and the first since they reconnected. The Waffle House parking lot will probably never be able to get his blood out of it and he was sure that a part of Carver was still a little dented from it. "Jae is family at this point. I always want the kids to build their lives, move out, keep in touch, but take what they learned and do something great with it. I just can't imagine it without him."
He smiled, thinking back to the various Halloweens and Christmases and birthdays that were all celebrated at Phalanx. Of all of them, that Halloween meant the most to him. His hands and feet killed him from walking on cement for hours. His back sore from the various kids who rushed to Jae to pet his "really big dog", the looks of horror on the parents faces when they realized that Ash was no typical dog. Jae was incredibly popular that year, and Ash knew that it was all worth it to give the kid a typical experience. Not like Ash had a lot of opportunities for trick or treating while he was in Monroeville, but the years before he came into his shifter ability he did. "I think there are some pictures, and I would really prefer you not look at pictures of me naked." He teased, using a lame shifter joke. "I mean, unless you ask me real nicely of course."
It was comments like this that was going to blur that line between them even more and Ash wasn't sure if he was upset about that.
He always said that there would come a time when he would meet someone and want to settle down with someone. He thought about what it would be like to allow someone else to take over the reins of Phalanx, about getting a place away from the chaos of the school and take on the role of a founder. Every time he met someone, there was just a physical craving, a release, and then nothing. He just couldn't imagine who he would wake up next to, until he started spending time with Euphemia. The longer he spent with her, the more he pictured what it would be like to wake up next to her. To make coffee in the morning and steal a kiss from her, to celebrate a Christmas or birthday with her.
"I wouldn't be here right now if I disagreed with anything that has happened between us." repeated in his head over and over, making his head spin. All of the teasing from the house after their kiss in her classroom, all of the feelings growing with Ash towards her, and it wasn't completely rejected. The intimacy between them, the tension, the spark, it wasn't all in his head.
He laughed when she asked about teenaged Carver, "First day I meet Carver and it's my first day out of the cage. I'm on edge, I'm angry at everything. I just want to eat my shitty Monroeville breakfast and go back to bed. Then Carver comes storming in, screaming about this girl Charlie. He sits with me and starts blabbering on and on. Keep in mind, I'm not in my best mind at this point. I don't get one word out to him before he's sticking his fingers in my food." He took in a deep breath and knew that this part was going to sound terrible. "So I swung a lunch tray into his face and we fought. When the orderlies came in to break it up, we turned on them."
He looked over at her when she said that she wasn't the only one who looked at him that way. "No one who looks at me like you do matters nearly as much as you do." He felt that warmth spread into his chest, "I'm sure there are people who look at you the way I do. Someone with more to offer than a house full of misfit superhero kids." He knew that she loved Phalanx as much as he did, and that there was little more that he had to offer her. He had a beat up motorcycle, a dirty van, a Carver, all things that came with the territory of whatever it was that they were doing with each other.
He was tempted beyond anything else to kiss her. He wanted to kiss her and hold her in his arms. He shoved his hands into his pockets to keep from touching her in any way, and he knew that it was for the best. The next time he kissed her, he didn't want it to be something she regretted and he knew that he was really going to have to get better about where he kissed her. Someplace that wasn't in a room full of kids or in a parking lot full of grandmothers looking for a deal.
"I both pity and envy anyone on a receiving end of one of your hip checks."
I've seen 'em carry family and the steel drum weight of me.
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Post by Euphemia Louise Morgan on Jan 11, 2019 3:24:34 GMT
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taking my time, let the world turn
It had never occured to Eppie that, eventually, Jae really would have to get his own home and his own life. She felt a little silly; she could hardly see a Phalanx that didn’t have a Jae somewhere near it. It would be a dark day if ever he left, she knew. She was glad that Ash had no plans to push the man completely out of the bird’s nest just yet. “Me either, honestly. Phalanx and Jae are so intertwined in my head. It’s going to be hard enough to get used to him living not in the main house,” she admitted with a laugh.
She could hardly imagine Jae, all knob-knees and sloppy grin as a teenager, walking around the streets of New Orleans with what had to be the most adorable version of Scooby Doo in the world. Ash could have easily said no and found a stuffed dog for Jae to carry, but he had agreed to the scheme. It must have been a magical moment between the two of them, and she really did want to find those pictures. Her brain sort of stopped for a second when he pointed out that, technically, he would have been naked in them, and though she eventually got his meaning, her blush did little to fade. She tried to laugh it off, but there were images in her head she couldn’t quite shake, that she, admittedly, didn’t exactly want to shake. Still, she struggled for words to reply with. “I mean, you’re wearing a collar at least. That’s something,” she replied, trying to keep her voice even.
Her admittance had been a big step for her, and she sat in quiet for a little bit, trying to stitch together all the parts of life she had tossed to the side. The kiss in her classroom, the way she found herself watching him sometimes, the way she felt a little bit safer when he was in the room. They had all had meaning all along, but she was finally able to let the moments be. Together, they all painted a picture she didn’t want to deny anymore, even if that scared her all the more.
She had always been cautious in these sort of situations; she had always felt more like a bomb squad than a girl with a crush. She had to sort everything out, compartmentalize it, snip the right wire, and diffuse the situation. Usually, that meant she had to let it go, and she could count on one hand the amount of times she had leaned into the experience and let something real grow in its stead. The prospect terrified her. There were too many unanswered questions and too many ways she could royally fuck it up. For once, she wanted the risk. She didn’t want to sit quietly by while whatever she felt faded into a dull ache; she wanted to lean into it, into him.
She wanted to know everything about him and the others close to him. Carver was still a bit of an enigma to her; she didn’t really understand his bond with Ash. He, at times, seemed much more like a liability than an asset, but she was happy to have him around. The kids, even the most reluctant among them - or perhaps it was mostly them -, absolutely adored the man. He had a raw sort of compatriotism that was infectious to them. Ash’s explanation of their first meeting did little to explain the relationship between the two, at least on the surface, but she watched his face, saw the reverence there. “And that was the beginning of your beautiful friendship?” she laughed. Were all relationships in Monroeville like that - volatile, violent? That was a question she didn’t exactly want to know the answer to.
Her smile was paper thin and did little to hold back the blush that was blooming. She wanted to think that he couldn’t possibly mean that, but if there was one thing she knew about Ash, it was that his word was always good. He meant what he said and said what he meant. “You’ve got a house full of love and happiness, which is more than most of us misfit superheroes could ever want.” Cheeks still blazing, she looked away from him for just a second, as if she couldn’t say her next piece and look at him at the same time. “Besides, I’ve always been partial to the Charles Xavier types.” He had all that and more, she knew. She had never truly sat down and thought about the future beyond the school year, but he made her want to.
The chill did little to help the heat of her cheeks, but she could at least blame some of it on the wind. Her eyes found him across the hood of the van. She was almost sad to see him shove his hands in his pockets, and it took her a half-second to realize that it was because she had wanted to hold his hand. She was nearly twenty-nine, and his presence had reduced her to a young teenager with her first crush. She felt like a fool, and she did not want those butterflies to leave quite yet.
Her laughter filled their space in the crowded parking lot. “They have to be good for something, I guess,” she said with a shake of her head. “I suppose into the madding crowd we go. Pajamas are our first target?”
He knew that one day he was going to ask Jae to join Phalanx as part of the administration. Maybe give him some leadership roles and give Ash a chance to sleep in a little. To take a weekend off or do something more. Something like settling down with a beautiful English teacher and figuring out what a happily ever after was supposed to look like after all of these years. "He was the very first. All of the things we do right, are because I did them wrong with Jae. I swear there were some days I thought he was going to tear Phalanx down to it's studs. Other days, days like that Halloween, keep me going."
He could tell himself that it was all because of his hard work. He could tell himself that it was because he was determined and dedicated and forged in Monroeville hell to get to where he was, but he also knew that it was because he had Jae by his side. Then Carver, then everyone else. The final piece of the puzzle seemed to be Euphemia. The most important one, if Ash was being selfish. "That's quite the mental image right there." He had been afraid the whole time they walked around that he would lose the control needed to keep the wolf form. That they would be on Bourbon Street and he would get hit by some taxi and change back. Naked, bleeding, and traumatizing Jae Hyun forever.
He could sense the tension in her when he mentioned the violence in Monroeville. He licked his lips slightly and knew that her mother had been Crazy Mena in there. She cared for all of them like the mother that few of them had. The times when Mena would sit in front of him, hold his bandaged hands and just rest her cheek against the broken, bruised, and bloody knuckles from any of the fights that he got into with Carver. Sometimes she wouldn't say anything, she would just look at him with this warmth that he could only imagine was the maternal love that he had been denied since birth.
She would sometimes question what was it that they were trying to accomplish. She would have some clearer days, others less and talk about her baby taken by monsters. Euphemia as he realized later. There was so much that Mena and Eppie had in common. Their warm hearts, their kind eyes, their compassion for others even when they could have less than the them. Mena got Ash through Monroeville with a scrap of his sanity left, and Euphemia was everything he thought that Monroeville destroyed him beyond.
She was beautiful and kind, and what he thought he would never be able to have.
"It was the beginning of something. Orderlies came and some of them can block abilities. Carver lost his Iron Man suit and they were still trying to go after him. I was still mad, and he was mine to maul. So I protected him from them. We both got sent to solitary, but guess who was there to chew us out when we got out to try to get along. Your mom. She was having a clear day and scolded us like we got in trouble for roughhousing on the playground." He didn't know if she wanted to hear more about her mom, or if it would upset her to hear. He figured that knowing was always better than not, and if he could have any new stories about his mom, he would want to hear them.
He loved Dorothy as his mother, she had been there for him since he got out of Monroeville, but he still was always curious about where he came from.
"Charles Xavier, huh? Should I shave my head, or do ladies prefer blonds as well?" He asked with a teasing smirk, knowing that she was possibly as interested in him as he was in her made flirting with her that much easier. Sure there was something a little easier about it being in the car, places to look besides each other, it was probably going to be a little more difficult when they were in a hectic outlet store trying to buy pajamas in bulk.
Outside of the car was much different and almost maddening in how much he wanted to hold her hand. "Yup, lots of pajamas and then we'll figure out what gifts for each of them individually. I think there's an art supply store a few shops down, and maybe a music store somewhere." He walked next to her, taking his hands out of his pockets and letting them fall naturally with his stride. His hands gently grazing against hers with every few steps and sending a bolt of pure electricity up his spine every time it happened.
"You need any pajamas while I have the Phalanx card out?" He asked, seeing the wide selection of designs and prints. His eyes falling on some of the more suggestive and definitely more adult items that the store also sold. Those would be top of his purchase list if anything were to come from between the two of them and would store the mental image for another time.
I've seen 'em carry family and the steel drum weight of me.
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Post by Euphemia Louise Morgan on Jan 13, 2019 3:31:36 GMT
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taking my time, let the world turn
Eppie could certainly understand that. She had paved her way with plenty of mistakes, though her margin of error was greater than Ash’s. Ash had a lot riding on him and the success of Phalanx, but ten years later, it was still going strong. He had figured it out along the way, which was more than most could say. She was just happy to have a part in all of that. “He still may tear the house down. That is one unpredictable kid,” she laughed, shaking her head. She loved Jae the same way she loved everyone else in Phalanx. They were all so near and dear to her heart; she had not felt so involved and useful for a long time. She had always felt slightly of place everywhere she had lived and worked before, as though she had something she desperately wanted to tell but couldn’t. At Phalanx, there was none of that. She understood the students and their struggles, and they understood hers. It was glorious.
“I mean, a wolf in New Orleans is probably not the strange thing anyone here has ever seen, if we’re being honest,” she told him with a laugh. It really was quite the mental image, though, as well as the ones she was trying to aggressively shove toward the back of her head.
The concept of ability-blocking orderlies surprised her, but she figured that Monroeville had to have a way to keep at least some control. The only abilities she really knew of were the kids at Phalanx and her own families; there were things out there that she could probably not wrap her head around. The idea of a man who turned into metal was enough to shock her, but it only seemed to double when he mentioned her mother. She knew that Ash had memories of the woman; she had seen them. She had not realized, however, how deep they went. It was strange to think of her mother being such a motherly figure to others. She didn’t know how she felt about the concept.
She had half a year to even try to think about the concept of her mother period; before that, she had no real idea that the woman existed besides a stray feeling or impulse. To think that she lived an entire life behind lock and key in Monroeville; it was a staggering thought.
The bewildering thoughts made her smile all the same. “Someday, I would like to hear more about her, I think. From stories, of course; we don’t have to go digging in your brain again.”
Oh, she had really started something now, hadn’t she? She tried to hide her smile as she appraised his hair. “They’re both great looks, but I have to say that I like the length,” she admitted with a laugh. She could do this, she told herself. She could be light and fun; she could indulge in a little bit flirting now that she knew he didn’t think of her as just a schoolmarm he hired to herd the children back and forth. Besides, they may as well enjoy their time away from the herd. If there was one thing she knew, it was that, if any of the kids caught wind that something more than a borderline inappropriately long kiss had taken place, the two of them would never hear the end of it. Especially if it got back to Jae and Carver.
So she could afford to allow herself to flirt as they flicked through pajamas.
“I’m following your lead, then. You probably know this place better than me,” she informed him. Pajamas and gifts were their main goals, though, and she wanted to make every purchase perfect. They walked close toward the store, both from necessity with the crowds but also because of the warmth they were slowly gaining back between them. It still crept into her cheeks every time their hands came so close, only to swing back away again.
It was middle school all over again, and for all her years, she realized she was barely any bolder than she was then. That wouldn’t do. The next time their hands swung close, she attempted to fall in step with his movements, their hands synching up until all she had to was lightly connect them. It was an easily breakable hold; she left it open for him to pull away, as though it was but a trick of their movements.
“I have so many leftover college shirts that I should be good on pajamas for a long time.” She laughed, but her gaze roamed around for the perfect place to start their shopping, the list of sizes and ideas in her free hand. Before she could find anything useful to their current list, however, she found the negligees that were more transparent than anything else. She certainly didn’t have anything like that and had to look away before thoughts started circulating.
“Oh, uh, here are some for the girls,” she spilled out a little quickly, pulling her attention to a rack of more teenager-appropriate sleepwear. “What kind of design do you think Asha or Cora would like?” Yes, that was acceptable conversation, she told herself. They had come in for stuff for the kids.
"That is the understatement of the year," There was so much that was always happening in New Orleans and the supernatural community wasn't even the worst of it. It was probably why they built Primrose Academy down here and why the supernaturals seemed to just flock there.
He knew that he told her too much with his first interactions with Carver. It was a lot to hear about and he understood that. Not many people greeted someone who they called a best friend with a lunch tray to the face on first sight. The handful of fights they got into after that were sparked from just seeing each other. The time in the laundry room. The time in the library. All of it. They met up outside of Monroeville, fought, and he offered Carver a job. He wouldn't trust anyone else with a position like recruiter who he didn't trust completely. He trusted Carver with the kids because he knew that whatever happened he would be able to survive it and protect them. He was a drunk, a recovering addict, and a royal pain in Ash's ass, but he would protect those kids more than anyone else he knew.
Just like how he knew in her interview that no one would care for the kids of Phalanx the same way that Euphemia would. That no one would love them, nurture them, and take no shit from them the way that she would. She was perfect for the job in every way, now she was even more perfect for all different reasons.
"I mean, I don't there there's anything else in there I wouldn't want you to see. Relationship stuff, really, but that might make you blush a little more than freak out." He teased, knowing that there was probably a lot in there would wouldn't want to see. Mary in the alleyway. His one girlfriend who used to try to talk him into shifting into a wolf before doing certain things for her. He would really prefer Eppie not seeing that, but he wanted to be as helpful as possible for what Eppie wanted to see. "Monroeville has some visiting hours. Why not go and see her? You're her daughter..."
He grinned when she admitted that she liked the length of his hair. He wanted to keep her happy and to spend time with her every second of the day. He wanted to see her smile, he wanted to make her laugh, he wanted more than anything to kiss her again. Fuck he wanted to kiss her again. His hand returned to her knee, finding comfort in touching her. They were crossing all sorts of lines today, and for every mile they drove away from Phalanx, the less he cared about it. He was sure that Carver and Jae would make something huge out of it, but that was a thought for another time. That was a future Ash's problem. He just wanted to focus on how nice it felt to sit next to her and bask in that comfort of caring for someone as deeply as he did.
But now that they had started, he wasn't sure how he was going to be able to stop.
"Usually I drag Jae with me on these, he gets a little too wild about elbowing grannies." It was of course out of love for the other Phalanx kiddos. He wanted to show them all of the love in the world and all of the love that he had been denied for so many years while he was on the streets. He wanted to hold her hand, to wrap his hands over hers and kiss the soft skin on the top of her hand while they walked. He wanted so much more in this life that all seemed to center around being with Eppie.
"That's a mental image I'm going to cherish forever and a day." He teased, enjoying the thought of her sleeping in an oversized t-shirt and little else. His imagination was going to run wild for a while. He glanced at the sheer materials and the things that looked like fishing line, "Personally I think the whole t-shirt thing is a lot sexier than all of those weird contraptions they got on display over there."
He stepped to the more appropriate pajamas and grinned when he saw the pink pair with the puppies on them. "These for Asha, it's a joke between us." He called her pup because of how much younger she was than him, plus the whole wolf thing. "For Cora, I don't know? Blue?"
I've seen 'em carry family and the steel drum weight of me.
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Post by Euphemia Louise Morgan on Jan 20, 2019 3:47:36 GMT
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taking my time, let the world turn
“My first day down here, I’m pretty sure I saw a fox in a window in the French Quarter. Just hanging out like it belonged there.” New Orleans was definitely a place of supernatural pilgrimage as far as she could tell. It added that much more flavor to the city.
Her brow raised, her natural curiosity piqued despite herself, and she tried to laugh it off. “Mr. Perona, are you insinuating that you have quite the past?” She could hardly doubt it. He was half-way through his 30’s. She was nowhere naive enough to believe he hadn’t seen his fair share of “relationship stuff” in his time, and it was probably quite a bit more than she had had. She had only a couple serious anythings and only a handful of any other encounters, most of which she would rather forget for any number of reasons. Clumsy, handsy boys in high schools, crossed lines in college, awkward mornings: she had seen them all. She wasn’t too keen on sharing those either.
When he mentioned Monroeville, Eppie looked away from him for a second, evidently trying to process the idea. It hardly seemed that simple to her, as though the solution was really just right there the entire time. She had felt, since she found out about Mena, there had to be more steps. There had to be more division between the two of them. It had not even occurred to her that she could just walk into Monroeville and sign some papers and see the woman who had been kept from her her entire life. She felt a little foolish and flushed. “I, uh, I hadn’t thought of that, Ash. They would just...let me see her?”
The thought lifted her nearly as much as Ash’s grin did, the brightness chasing the old cobwebs from her mind. His hand had found its way back to her knee, and she covered it with her own without thinking. Yes, she could certainly do this. Phalanx was a world away, and eventually, she could do the same there, she knew. Just not yet. She didn’t want the whispers and the encouragement for something they were just beginning to tease out themselves. No, Phalanx would have to come later, when there was less of a chance of Jae and Carver scaring away whatever delicate thing was happening between the two of them. She was content to be beside him, to get closer and closer as they walked, to let that slippery thing called fate draw them further in. She had always appreciated the idea of serendipity.
“You know? I can totally see that. That’s a very Jae thing,” she laughed. She could just see it: Jae wrestling his way through the crowds to get the absolutely perfect presents. He seemed to care deeply about all the residents at Phalanx and like he would be the type to try to get exactly what they wanted. She couldn’t like that she was happy that Ash had chosen her that day, though. Already, the two of them had done a lot of talking she had never expected.
She blushed fiercely at his insinuation, and for a second she forgot what she was exactly trying to do. Or how to speak. It came back with a bit a sputter. “Some of them are getting a thin and ratty, but at least I don’t have to strap myself in them like..” She paused to wave her hand at the overly complicated, strappy gowns. “Whatever those things are.” She hooked her hair behind her ear and laughed a little nervously, feeling young again once more. “But I’m glad you approve.”
She eagerly thumbed through the girl’s pajamas, trying to find something cute for them all. The ones he picked out for Asha were adorable. “I’m sure she’ll love them, Ash.” She wrote a tiny check mark beside Asha’s name. That was one done. “For Cora, these blue floral ones would be cute, yeah? Nellie might like these star ones. Prue would like these cactus ones.” That crossed quite a few names off the list; she kept flicking through the pajamas for the rest. The pajamas were such a cute tradition. "So, what are some other Phalanx traditions I should be prepared for?"
"I don't think I would ever want to live anywhere else." He admitted, knowing that it was a weird city, but it was his home. He spent his whole life there. "I'd like to visit other places, sure, but I just- this is my home." He wanted to check out some of giant forests further up north. He wanted to one day just take his bike out on the road, but the more time he spend with Eppie, the more he pictured her arms wrapped around his waist when he went on that trip.
He grinned at her, gripping the steering wheel for how uncomfortable he was with her thinking any less of him. "Miss Morgan, are you telling me that you've been perfectly chaste this whole time? Does that make me the roguish brute who came in and stole a kiss from you?" He asked, curious if they were going to talk about the mistletoe kiss while all of this was happening. He just wanted to do it again, and with what they were talking about and how they were with each other, he just wanted to know if there was a chance that it was going to happen again.
Ash wasn't sure why it hadn't come up before, he was sure that there was some paperwork involved with it, but that shouldn't be too much of a problem. His dad and mom would visit him every few weeks when they would allow it. It mostly depended on his behaviors. All of the fights that he had gotten into work Carver didn't help. Visitation was the first thing that they liked to pull from someone when they were acting out. The other punishments were bad, but being denied seeing a family member for the first time in weeks, or months, it hurt worse than anything else the sadistic orderlies could throw at them. "Yeah, she might have to agree to see you and um, that might depend on the day, but she talked about you a lot. We called you the um," he cleared his throat, feeling a little awkward telling the woman who he had the biggest crush on and cared about so deeply that they would call her by a nickname when he was in Monroeville.
"We called you Monster Baby and she always talked about you."
If she wanted to see her mom, he was sure that they would allow it. Mena never had any visitors that Ash could remember and he really hoped that Eppie would be able to make it happen. He would be there with her if she wanted him to, despite his very strong policy about keeping as far away from Monroeville unless absolutely needed. He never wanted to be inside of those walls again. He felt his stomach flip uncomfortably just thinking about the reoccurring nightmares about being inside of that fucking cage again. He looked over at Eppie, feeling his stomach settle again. He would stay out because being away from Phalanx was one thing, but being away from her was a completely different. He knew that he just couldn't be without her. No, going back to Monroeville was not an option.
"Oh yeah, he kept himself safe for a lot longer than any kid should have. He can get vicious when pressed, and he would do anything for the other kids." There were times when he felt like a proud parent of Phalanx, like he had all of these kids who sometimes came though and checked in with him, but most of them just enjoyed their lives and never looked back. "But I think me and you will get a lot more done than I ever got with Jae." Half of the time he would then fill the cart with things that he wanted for himself.
Thin and ratty t-shirts and that was supposed to make it worse for him? He fought back a groan and reminded himself that they were in public and pinning her against a wall somewhere was generally frowned upon in civilized society. "I don't know, I don't even wear pajamas half of the time." When he really couldn't sleep, he would change into a wolf form and curl up in his bed like that. He would shift back when he fell asleep, but it was the most comfortable way he could sleep when he was having nightmares or was just uncomfortable. "I'm glad you value my approval in what you sleep in."
He grinned and tossed them into the cart, "Yeah those all work. Um, those pink ones with the music notes would be good for Mary Mag." He picked them up and tossed them with the stars and the cactus ones. "Other traditions, ugly sweater party. Lots of Christmas movies. A big dinner on Christmas. Oh, and they get their pajamas on Christmas Eve."
I've seen 'em carry family and the steel drum weight of me.
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Post by Euphemia Louise Morgan on Jan 24, 2019 4:52:35 GMT
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taking my time, let the world turn
Eppie watched him as he spoke with reverence about his home. She had been dying to get away from her hometown, and as given to sentimentality as she was, it didn’t feel anywhere near as home-y as New Orleans had. It had her grandparents and the unluckiest of her high school friends, and that was just about it. If she could convince them to move down (and she was sure she could), all the best parts of her life would be in one city, and she’d never want to leave. At least not for long. “I love that, Ash. You’ve put down impressive roots here.” Could she dare to see herself as part of them one day?
“The question of chastity aside, I would hardly consider that kiss stolen, you brute.” She could have pushed him away at any time in the room, could have ended it and gone straight to her room and packed. But she hadn’t. She had returned it full and well - even ardently. She had let the moment stretch longer and longer, and though she had not dissected the action with him, she hardly regretted it. At least, not now that she knew he didn’t regret it either and that she hadn’t been dreaming about the way he looked at her. “Or perhaps it was the other way around. Perhaps I orchestrated the whole thing, left the mistletoe exactly for Jae to find. The world may never truly know.” She wished she could take credit for such a thing.
She hardly remembered the first part of his statement after he revealed the nickname they had called her in Monroeville. In a way, it was just strange to think of him knowing even a tiny bit of her before she knew him; on the other hand, monster baby was the most interesting thing she had ever even remotely been called in her life. “Monster Baby? That is definitely a new one.” She mulled it over in her head; she wanted to know more. Now that the possibility was in front of her, she wanted so much more. She wanted to see Mena and ask her her own questions. All she had to do was actually get into the hospital, which couldn’t be more than a formality.
Still, the thought of going to Monroeville sent a shiver up her spine, and she had only heard of it in passing. She knew she shouldn’t ask him to accompany her; she knew it was wrong to ask him to return to that place, even if it was on the other side. Going alone seemed just as impossible. She wavered between words and ideas, all of the concepts swimming in her head. No, she couldn’t ask him, she decided. “Maybe I could, uh, call ahead and see what it would take to get in to meet her,” she thought aloud, chewing the inside of her bottom lip. Her mother had faced the hospital alone for 28 years; she could surely do so for an hour or two.
Jae’s early antics brought back her smile. She could see him, all sinew and scrap. “He looks like he knows how to fight himself out of a corner. Most of the kids do, really.” Their lives had been so different than hers growing up; she couldn’t imagine most of their lives. When files crossed her desk, she often didn’t even bother with trying to read their histories until she knew she was in a place where she could cry. “Here’s hoping to that. I’d love to be a companion on more outings like this.” Anything she could do for the kids, she would gladly do it.
She had not considered any unintended consequences for referring to her sleep shirts in their current shabby state. She could hardly think of herself in a too-big LSU volleyball t-shirt as anything worth a second glance. Ash’s sleep habits on the other hand… that was a completely different beast. She turned away slightly, to avoid his direct gaze on her widening eyes. “Oh, I didn’t even think that you might get too hot during the night. Uh, temperature-wise, you know, of course.” Beautiful. Flawless. She was an English teacher, but her words got jumbled when it came to him.
She could remember Christmas Eves with her grandparents, when Louis’s cheeks were red with wine and he kept dozing in his chair while Ana and she made sure Santa had the prettiest plate of cookies they could find. Only the best ones that actually looked like angels or christmas trees would work; she got to eat the rejects. She smiled a little blithely at the simplicity of it, before life was complicated and twisting. “I love all the Christmas traditions and all the care you put into them. Phalanx is a real home, you know? And I appreciate that.” She found pajamas that fit some of the other girls on the list, checking off their names. The boys would be next, and she was already wandering over that way.
Hardly consider that a stolen kiss? He grinned, feeling vindicated in knowing that she wanted him to kiss her as much as he wanted to kiss her. Wait. Did that mean she wanted him to kiss her again? Is that what that meant? Could it mean that? Ash looked at the road, knowing that he wasn't exactly the most chaste individual either. He had his history, just like he was sure that Eppie did too. That didn't stop the hypocritical change of his eyes from their usual blue to a deep amber over the thought of someone else touching her. Ash was always jealous when it came to women that he was dating, but never so intensely as to make him feel like he was going to change. Never before did he consider tracking down former classmates at LSU and whoever else might have gripped her hips in all of the ways he thought about since that mistletoe kiss. "Good to know you don't mind being around such a brute. I'll have to remember you're not opposed to it."
He was embarrassed to call her Monster Baby, but it was true. Mena would talk about her baby being taken by monsters. Even sometimes she would go around with a baby doll and pretend like it was alive. No one wanted to correct her, and Ash had even helped burp the baby on multiple occasions when it helped Mena. People just didn't say no to the Mother of Monroeville and no matter how much of a badass he tried to become to survive the hospital, he would do anything for her. "Yeah, she talked about you fondly. She would talk about how much she loved you. How perfect you were." He didn't want to share that she also talked about how the sky was made from gravy and how the walls were going to close in on her. Eppie didn't need all of the memories.
He wanted to say that he would never go back there. Even for her. He wanted to say that he was going to dig in his heels and refuse to be part of it, but he still found himself taking her hand, lacing his fingers with hers and giving her hand a squeeze, "If you don't want to go alone. I'll go with you. I can show you all of the spots me and Carver fought. It'll be like a tour of greatest hits of Monroeville."
He could keep it light at Monroeville. He could sit by her side and meet Mena all over again. This time as Eppie's friend, not just the bull headed boy who she patched up a few too many times. Ash pressed a kiss to her hand before letting it go, "I'll go back there for you, if you need me." he told her, hoping she knew just how serious he felt about that.
The pajamas were stacked nearly and they were talking about the lack of pajamas between the two of them. The image of her in a threadbare LSU t-shirt and his bed was enough to make him second guess taking her Christmas shopping for pajamas ever again and having even more thoughts about bringing her back to his bed or even the back of the van if he kept feeling as depraved as he did. "Plus it's just more comfortable to sleep that way."
Ash grinned when she complimented all of the traditions that Phalanx was able to foster over the years. "I love Christmas and I know that a lot of the kids coming to us don't have a lot of good memories of the holiday. That's why I put so much into all of them." He grabbed some more pajamas for Sirius, and for Jaxon and Cam.
"Wait until the summer time. Fourth of July camping trip is always my favorite."